One week!! Just kidding I fucked up

Today would have been the one week mark of my not drinking... I would have felt so accomplished and happy... Instead it's 3pm.. My place is a mess, I look like shit, I feel bloated and disgusting and I'm laying in bed in yesterday's clothes. This isn't a feeling I miss. I'm so dissapointed in myself. Things were really going so well for me. Now I can't move because I loathe myself and the way I feel. Not a good feeling . I have failed