Wednesday 2 April 2014

Day 1??

Do I even want to call this day 1? Do I even want to give myself the tiniest bit of hope to think that I can start this again? Who am I kidding? 
All I know is that if I don't change I will lose my life, my relationship and everything else dear to me.
That should make this easy. It doesn't. 
I don't want to drink anymore.
I don't want to listen to people who tell me I do want to.
I want help.
Fine... Day 1... Here we go again

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  1. Stephanie2 April 2014 at 10:22

    It doesn't matter how many day 1's you have. Sooner or later something will work and you'll be on day 30. Then 60. I know you are capable even if you don't think you are. You just have to keep on trying and not let failures stop you. Keep going despite any fuck ups. It will get easier. Surround yourself with good people. Try your best to keep temptations far away.

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