Tuesday 1 April 2014

Can't

I'm pretty sure I will die a fat alcoholic. This will kill me. My head hurts, I'm hot and sweaty... I day drank starting from the fake coffee cup filled with beer (I buy fake cups in case I need to drink in public) at 1pm... Continued all day.,. I'm so exhausted and I feel awful and I chugged two bottles of water hoping I can continue drinking soon... Even though I really don't want to.
I can't save myself

1 comment:

  1. Don't give up too easily. Even if it takes a million tries I know you will be able to get to where you want to be eventually. As long as you don't give up, you're doing the right. This (like many other addictions) isn't easy to kick. It takes time, patience, courage and strength. Those are all things I know you possess. I know you don't believe in yourself but I believe in you <3

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